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Now you know how I felt

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May. 28th, 2003 | 09:43 pm
mood: depresseddepressed

I'm feeling really low. Feels like I'm on the verge of coming down with something. Better get some extra sleep.

The movie was okay, and it was nice to see A. and Emerald, but I felt like I was ditched immediately afterward. I usually like to hang out and talk about a movie I've just seen with friends. The movie is character-driven, and sort of makes you unwillingly identify with a main character who will never express what he wants. It's wearying. The movie also reminded me of a few very painful mistakes I'd made in several relationships before I was with A.

I like seeing A., I miss her terribly, but it pains me sometimes to recieve my ration of a sincere hug and kiss, and then the retreat to a safe distance. It's like there's a wall of glass between us that she can raise and lower at will. If I were to say this to her she would say, "now you know how I felt."

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Miss Scarlet

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from: zuleikhajami
date: May. 28th, 2003 09:13 pm (UTC)
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*hug*

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